Hello, tumblr-ers! I’m going to talk a little (okay, i can’t guarantee it, lol) about my life, and i hope it could help reduce this pain. If you feel it’s not worth to read, then you can skip this. :) Simple as that.

Maybe you could say me that i’m expecting way too much, doesn’t care what people feel. Maybe i do. But, i hope they could see me at least realise here :)

I’m just like.. This is our last time and i.. Let’s skip what i’m going to do / what i’ve planned cause it’s kinda hard to explain, lol

Actually, i’ve been planning this for about 1 year ago and i hope an excitement at ‘that’ time so all of us could enjoy our last time, but probably, this is what we call “fall to the deepest hole”. Boom! Everything has gone, and i’m like.. Well, maybe it’s wrong title for this time if they arrange it like that.

And, recently, hmm, there’re too many things i don’t know. I’m just like.. Sorry for being greedy and too selfish, but… Who am i then? lol, i’m sorry if i’m expecting too much but how could i don’t know about it? Any little thing? Even the theme, i don’t know. But, it’s alright, i’m trying to understand that maybe it’s about you, and i’m not allowed to do that. Okay..

Well, i don’t want to say that you (for people who feel they are) must listen or do about this. This is for releasing my emotion and hope it could be fade as soon as possible because i’m dying here, lol. Because we don’t know when we’ll meet in the future, maybe destiny has made us to be apart.

I’m trying to spend my time with you so we could feel the last moment.. But… (can’t)

Ah~ feeling better! Thank you tumblr! lol, i feel so relieved.

Ah, sorry for this long ‘diary’ of mine, i wish it doesn’t bother your tumblr time! Have a nice day, guys :)

- Sarah